Thoughts while we wait...

just kinda been thinking...

While we are in this final waiting period, We've had time to reflect on what we are doing. I feel this process is happening as it should and there is a feeling of destiny unfolding. I know I have written about this before, but it's on my mind again now

Tina and I keep looking at each other and asking, "Do we REALLY know what we're doing?" The answer is always a wild, crazy and ecstatic "NO!"

Getting a baby this way contrasts with the organic way we produced our first two in that their is a lot of technical, and formal work involved. But I feel that in spite of that, our motivation has been the same as it was with Cam and Ben, in that this adventure is being driven by our hearts and not our heads. Which I feel is at it should be.

Babies come through acts of love and passion. I try to keep my feeling for Kai and his coming arrival wrapped in sense of wonder and mystery. I know that there is plenty of hard reality ahead of us, and I should be cautious about over-romanticizing it all, but the same thing can be said for making babies the old fashioned way. Given that, I think it's best to enjoy the romance in it!